Around the corner

So you are completely convinced that this one event will be just great. But there is a catch....it will be revealed to you indefinitely. Anytime, anyday, any month or maybe not at all.

So you wait..put your life on hold and wait. With irrational desperation and uncalm.
But you can't be seen that way so you look relaxed and act indifferent.

It strikes you in snatches that hey this is not such a good idea. But the ball is rolling and going fast...downhill!! It perhaps works out. It perhaps breaks.

This may seem like an inevitable rollercoaster ride . But surely a part of you is convinced thats it worth the g forces.